I have come far. I have come home.
I have made my own home. Like an orphan longing for a family, I have created my fantasy. I have created my dreams and I have wrestled my nightmares. I was never supposed to live this life of loneliness and longing and unbelonging.
I feel like I am known by many, but truly known by none.
Truly. Deeply.
Known.
Do I even know myself? Yes.
Do I love me? Maybe.
Enough? I hope so.
How can a man love me, if he lives too far away to really know me? How do I rest in confidence and assurance of love?
Words fade. Fear creeps in.
Faith must follow stronger! Faith must run faster! Faith must fight harder!
I am worth it, and I know me!!!
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